because i never know what to think
sometimes he is on
and sometimes he is off
but i know this
he sweeps me off my feet with one look


Your liesThey are your lies not mine But why then does it leave me feeling dirty Her voice echoes in my mind And it wasnt even love But then Why is it playing over and over in my head? I want answers But the truth is right before me I wanted you to want me And you hungered for me so This I know Now I know It was her you were hiding from Me you were using Like a dirty rag Spider webs around me Images are haunting Who was i Whyd I do it Whyd I let you touch me God your eyes were lovely Let me just say I was drunYour lies


A letterIm sorry to bring this up again I wrote you a letter today I spelled out every emotionA letter
lit up a cigarette And blew all my dreams away I thought to myself Whats the point of wanting something? If that something will never be enough As I leaned back
I traced your face with my imagination And I remember the first time I understood
That you were meant for me
You were lovely To me You were everything And I nearly cried Because part of me died that day
I remember growing up And wanting that kind


My pride wont let me dieMy pride doesn't let me cry My heart won't let me die I have the world before me But I don't know how to move forwardMy pride wont let me die
I feel your name burry me With the weight of this ache
And the betrayal of your words Resonates in my thoughts And pulls me deeper into shadows of the night
I hold these thoughts deep within And drown in their bitter taste It aches as it burns And it rubs on my scabs And every time I hear your name I pull off bits of you And rip chunks of me Less and less before you More and more of nothing And the lonelin
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Music is the only thing that makes sense anymore. Play it loud enough, it keeps the demons at bay.
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Crashing... and over!!
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"Would you be there, when the lights get shot out?!" CL
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Crashing... and over!!
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Es war einmal eine Gemeinschaft von Schurken
+.:Albion Moonlight of The Red Sephiroth:.+
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Without depression maybe id be stupid
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been a while, hope everything is aright!
take care!
much love!
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